speechless

cried sadly yestrday midnite...
seriously insomnia again,
juz slept for an hour+,
it has been long time since i laz cried infront of my family,
more than 4 years...

i was too sad tat time,
was thinking of her for the whole night.. (not love, ok?)
you won, gal...
i hv NVR cry in front of frens or on the phone ...
you took away my 1st time again...
dun ask me bout hu's tat gal plss...
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i felt reli bad...
seems losing best frens around me,
lost some1 to share the loads on my mind in the claz,
the onli thg i could do is change place and talk fei hua wif Zlee
feel like zi4 bi4 at home...
so, i dun think i will tell anybody tru msn or sms...
i can even feel tat sum frens started 2 bu shuang me,
sry if i said sth wrong laz time...
i dint mean it..ok?

sleepy...my eyes are closing..
nitez..