1st english entry

my 1st english entry,
lots of PROBLEMS recently,
friends, family, society, myself....
different aspect...
gona burst? explode?
help....!!!

u knw....yestrday reli feel like crying....
bt there is no place and no time for me,
my house is small....
sis, bro, parents are always there....
last time i could stay untill midnite,
then i could cry as loud as i could...

but 2nd sis is back from her hostel...
she used 2 on9 untill 4am...
zzzz i can do nth....
trying hard 2 cheer up myself...
realize that im helpless...

HE was backed....(just for 2 days)
still rmb tat 来的匆匆，去的匆匆?
he looks down too...
actually...i hv never c him happy since IT happened,
wad can i do? and wad should i do?
another 1 yrs+ ...
gambateh.... be tough, hoooi....
u promised nt 2 cry for tat anymore, did u?

2day is the rehearsal for the choir's competition,
we did it badly....there's still lots of problems...
we cant find the "feel" back...
the feel when we was singing "i will follow him"..
add oil evry1... gud luck 2ml....

i thought tat i dun hv 2 go for interview for the president post 2day,
since i hv applied for the gong jia cz the rehearsal...
i knew tat after 2nd recess...
wad the fuck lah...
i din prepare anyth...
when it began...they ask me 2 say wat i want 2 say..
LOL? no prepare+ freestyle? can i?
reluctantly...i fnsh it..
hate myself...==
i get mny points after that.... y dont they jump out just nw?!
i would have do it better if i prepared,
i dun think i stil hv the chance 2 be president nez yr ler...
sobz...

frens....
as sulim say, time 2 talk....
seriously, i cant stand anymore,

1stly,
i nid 2 apologize bout the sending of wrong msg to each other....
i knw tat's my fault...
since tat time... i nvr send any msg....
even when sum1 ask me bout wad the other say....
i just say i duno coz i'm nt reli sure bout it...
u all should ask each other urself....
at least...nt tru centre guy ok?
or else there will be more n more misunderstanding...
and the problem going 2 be more and more serious....

2ndly,
wana listen 2 a story?
bout me and 1 fren....
i used 2 say sth without processing it wif the brain laz time,
unfortunately, i hurted my best fren...
both of us said alot of words tat reli hurt when we were quarreling,
and we were reli angry tat time....
i was hot-tempered....(i can control my temper now =D)
now... altough we're still fren....
but.... just normal and normal fren...
it's reli sad....
since tat time, i say sth after it is processed by the brain,
nomatter wad situation it's, (quarrel, normal, sohai....all the time)

u all choose 2 walk my path?
or..... be mature a bit?
i wonder y evry1 cannot wake up and solve it properly...
zlee's temper was same as kamun's....
both as hot as the sun
pls relax and calm lah...
especially when face 2 face...

zlee: pls say sth after process it wif brain lah,
ur words was hurtful, not onli 2 her...
not onli in dis matter...
think b4 u say...
undeniable tat....it was funny sumtime...
but too blunt, gal...
summore...pls let other fnsh their sentence lah
you're 女版chinhooi(last time)
(p.s Actually i dislike ur comment in the last post)
reli hope tat u will take wad i say seriously...


kamun: hot-tempered gal too.... dun try 2 evade lah,
the problem still there unless u face it...
wake up pls.... evry1 is waiting for u....
u cant simply say "it's all my fault"
then just leave it there.... dis is not the way, kay?

Can u all appreciate wad we(centre guys) have done?
im tired wif all the problems...
sick of pretending tat im fine in skul....
i cant study 4 my exams at all....
which i believe (knw).... u all cant study too,
so, u all choose 2 continue like tat?

and...if any1 disagree wif wad i hv said...
you're welcome 2 leave any comment here...
i wish 2 knw wad are u all thinking nw....